Wish I could be more like (you)
Patient, kind.
I’ve been hurt so many times it hurts.
I’m not envious, not boastful, not proud.
And what has that got me?
While pious show-offs reign.

I don’t delight in evil. I can say that much.
One day the truth will come out
I hope.

There’s that at least:

I still have hope.